Me+My World

Me+My World
RoyTan My Love

Thursday, May 10, 2012

so stupid

why do i keep letting myself get hurt over and over again
not once, not twice not three times but more
why
why molly
WHY AM I SO STUPID
i cant keep letting man hurt me
i have to hurt them back
its time for revenge
watch out
the strong molly is slowly growing

Saturday, April 28, 2012

Love Is Selfish

Love is selfish
i mean of cause you want to keep your love ones to yourself only
you wouldn't want to share your one and only love with other people
DO YOU??
Well similar story
whenever my baby talks with hes female friends
i get jealous because i don't want to share him with other girls
i want him all to myself
HEHEHE^__^

Thursday, April 5, 2012

Jealousy

People may always think the meaning of the word "jealousy" means its within a relationship, like the girlfriend is jealous of her boyfriend talking to other girls/boyfriend is jealous of he's girlfriend talking to other guys...
But seriously come on
use your bloody common sense
jealousy doesn't always come from relationship like those, because those aren't called love if there is jealousy
Jealousy can also come from family, who gets jealous from one and another
you may think, yeah this is bullshit
people think AGAIN 
the word and meaning of jealousy is not needed in no type of human life, yes you may get mad at others because they got something you don't, but the thing is, is it really worth it to get jealous?
NO, getting jealous will be including bitchy
Please remember this message and don't get jealous, just be friendly <3

Wednesday, January 11, 2012

True love??
Don't bullshit me
theres no such thing
they love you before get in with you
what happen after get in with you??
dump you to one side a find another
I don't believe in true love any more, you showed me enough
I have to leave now
I have to leave you behind
I tell myself not to
but if I don't
sooner or later my heart would be ripped apart by you and her
I have had enough pain going through everything with you
and i don't want any more
you hurt me
you stab me
what did I do??
I wanna leave
but I'm scared
I'm not used to the world out there
I'm used to the world i once lived in
please love me again
❤❤❤❤

Tuesday, December 20, 2011

Dorsa Salehzadeh

My good old friend Dorsa
always here stood up for me when I'm in whatever sort of trouble
I miss you lots...
wishing you best in the future
I hope you have forgiven me
I've always been afraid to face you after hearing their words
I wished it wasn't true
I'm sorry
Your always my one true friend forever you'll be

BaoBei


Dear 我的宝贝陈培淦~~~
你要知道,我永远爱你这个小笨蛋
你要明白,无论我要走什么路,我都一定会想着你,爱着你
我不会放弃你的
就像你不会放弃我一样
每一天,我一起床
我就看到你傻傻的样子在我的脑海里
每一次,我一看到你
我就看到你的可爱的眼睛在盯着我
如果有一天,我不在了。。。
你会想我吗?
你还会爱我吗?
你还会记得我们的回忆吗?
因为,如果有一天,你不在了。。。
我肯定会
我会想你
我还会爱你
我还会记得我们的过去
但是,现在,我因该慢慢的忘记你
因为你快要毕业了,我不想因为我们的爱情让你失去你的美好的未来
我只想每天可以看到你的微笑,这已经足够了~~~
我永远都爱着 陈培淦



Sunday, December 18, 2011

Past 9 Months

During this 9 months I've been taught to be mature, scared of being hurt, hurted and happiness was brought into my life once again.
but this 9 days...
I've been hurt badly
I've cried like a devil
and I've been scared of losing you
I can really say I'm in a competition of getting you right now
Seeing messages between you and her makes me feel like the third one now
you and her chat like couples
when you and I chat like friends
if this is really what you like better I rather just let you two be
as long as your happy that way
I'd do anything you say
but what do I get for return??
PAIN
I don't have to guts to tell you this because I'm afraid you'd leave me
I don't wanna be left here alone with fear about not being to be able to see the smile of you anymore
When I see you smile, I find myself stuck in heaven
but now I can only see your smile around your friends and talking to her
You used to get sad when I'm sad but what happen to that?
Now the only time your sad is when I make you mad or seeing her sad
even though you might not love me like you used to anymore
I'd still love you until the day i die
I Love You Roy Tan
Please love me again