Believing in God

Thanks to Cindy,
my best asian friend ever!!
I've started believing in god's power of human life.
After I believed in him, my family has turn abit quiet, and also he had stop my mum and dad from the divorce into love again.
and I'm gonna say my true words out, I first thought what is wrong with those crazy people, they are nonstop over god!!
but now I've realise it is really good believing in him.
because he was the one who made us surving atm.

Life just have to get worse for me

My Dear GOD
Just five days ago,
My Parent's had a fight...
now they are arguing and don't even talk to each other again...
and it gets worse they are having a divorce.
I pray to god, I told him I don't won't my parents to have a divorce, I also told him, he's the only one that can help!!
I started praying since the day I started believing in him (a.k.a on saturday the 23rd of october) just two days after they fight...
it's a good thing now that my mum is believing in you my lord, but I've been begging my dad to just have a little pray with someone special, I'd beg him on my knees, he didn't accept it, now it's so hard for me to believe that he'll start believing your powers...one day, just one day, I wish you could use your powers and let them be a couple for the rest of they're life.
AMEN

need to talk

I want to speak out and let them know
But I don't have the braveness
I want to tell them to fuck off
But I'm scared
I was born to be scared of others
I was born to be stupid
and now all I care about is trying to get rid of them
Their annoyingness had gave me so many shit
where can't I be in a nice place and be lonelly for the rest of my life?
I want to get out
far far away from where I am now.
I want to hid my face
and never show it again!!
SAD:'(

love around corner

爱转角(Love Around The Corner)
我伪装着不露痕迹地 想在你身边
wo wei zhuang zhe bu lou hen ji de xiang zai ni shen bian
In disguise and unknown by you, I wish to be by your side.
静静地陪着看着天边
jing jing de pei zhe kan zhe tian bian
Silently accompanying you as you gaze upon the sky.
骑着单车 往前行进着
qi zhe dan che wang qian xing jin zhe
Riding on a motorcylce, moving onwards.
某个路口 爱着等着 你
mou ge lu kou, ai zhe deng zhe ni
At a certain junction, I’d be lovingly waiting for you.
往前走 不回头看了
wang qian zou bu hui tou kan le
Moving forward, I’ll not look back anymore,
记忆的笑脸 缓缓地敲着我的琴键
ji yi de xiao lian huan huan de qiao zhe wo de qin jian
Your smiling face in my memory, is slowly striking at my keyboards.
我不舍得 让你孤单单的
wo bu she de rang ni gu dan dan de
I cannot bear to let you be lonely.
我爱你的 心牵挂着
wo ai ni de xin qian gua zhe
I am one who loves you, and my heart is constantly thinking about you.
心不再拼命躲 不去害怕结果 假设有个以後
xin bu zai pin ming duo bu qu hai pa jie guo jie she you yi ge yi hou
I’m no longer scrambling to hide my feelings, I’m not going to worry about the consequence, and assume that there would be a future for us.
你会怎麼说 一直想跟你说 幸福不再溜走
ni hui zen me shuo yi zhi xiang gen ni shuo xing fu bu zai liu zou
What would you say? I’ve always wanted to tell you my feelings, to stop happiness from slipping away.
下个路口 你会看见爱 有美丽笑容
xia ge lu kou ni hui kan jian ai you mei li xiao rong
At the next junction, you will see love, and gain a beautiful smile.
爱转角遇见了谁 是否有爱情的美
ai zhuan jiao yu jian le shui shi fou you ai qing de mei
Love turns around the corner, and whom did it meet? Does it have anything to do with the beauty of love?
爱转角以後的街 能不能有我来陪
ai zhuan jiao yi hou de jie neng bu neng you wo lai pei
The street after love has turned a corner, can I accompany you there?
爱转角遇见了谁 是否不让你流泪
ai zhuan jiao yu jian le shui shi fou bu rang ni liu lei
Love turns around the corner, and whom did it meet? Is he able to prevent you from ever crying?
也许陌生到了解 让我来当你的谁
ye xu mo sheng dao liao jie rang wo lai dang ni de shui
Perhaps starting from strangers we can get to know each other, let me be your man.
我不让爱掉眼泪 不让你掉眼泪
wo bu rang ai diao yan lei bu rang ni diao yan lei
I wouldn’t let tears be cried because of love, and I wouldn’t let you cry.
现在永远 你就是我 就是我的美
xian zai yong yuan ni jiu shi wo jiu shi wo de mei
Now and forever, you are mine, you are my beauty.
爱转角遇见了谁 是否有爱情的美
ai zhuan jiao yu jian le shui shi fou you ai qing de mei
Love turns around the corner, and whom did it meet? Does it have anything to do with the beauty of love?
爱转角以後的街 能不能有我来陪
ai zhuan jiao yi hou de jie neng bu neng you wo lai pei
The street after love has turned a corner, can I accompany you there?
爱转角遇见了谁 是否不让你流泪
ai zhuan jiao yu jian le shui shi fou bu rang ni liu lei
Love turns around the corner, and whom did it meet? Is he able to prevent you from ever crying?
将寂寞孤单作废 让我来当你的谁
jiang ji mo gu dan zuo fei rang wo lai dang ni de shui
Banishing the lonely life, let me be your man.
我不让爱掉眼泪 不让你掉眼泪wo bu rang ai diao yan lei bu rang ni diao yan lei
I wouldn’t let tears be cried because of love, and I wouldn’t let you cry.
现在永远 你就是我 就是我的美
xian zai yong yuan ni jiu shi wo jiu shi wo de mei
Now and forever, you are mine, you are my beauty.

TEARDROPS ON MY GUITAR...

Drew looks at me
I fake a smile so he won’t see
What I want, what I need
And everything that we should be
I’ll bet she’s beautiful
That girl he talks about
And she’s got everything
That I’ve had to live without
Drew talks to me
I laugh, ’cause it’s so damn funny
That I can’t even see anyone
When he’s with me
He says he’s so in love
He’s finally got it right
I wonder if he knows
He’s all I think about at night
He’s the reason for
The teardrops on my guitar
The only thing that keeps me wishing
On a wishing star
He’s the song in the car I keep singing
Don’t know why I do
Drew walks by me
Can he tell that I can’t breathe?
And there he goes, so perfectly
The kind of flawless I wish I could be
She better hold him tight
Give him all her love
Look in those beautiful eyes
And know she’s lucky’Cause he’s the reason for
The teardrops on my guitar
The only thing that keeps me wishing
On a wishing star
He’s the song in the car I keep singing
Don’t know why I do
So I’ll drive home alone
As I turn out the lightI’ll put his picture down
And maybe get some sleep tonight’Cause he’s the reason for
The teardrops on my guitar
The only one who’s got enough of me
To break my heartHe’s the song in the car I keep singing
Don’t know why I do
He’s the time taken up
But there’s never enough
And he’s all the I need to fall into
Drew looks at me
I fake a smile so he won’t see

MY MOTHER IS SO DAMN GAY

M-O-T-H-E-R, G-A-Y
GAY
my mother is so damn gay
I woke up in the morning
thinking mum whould be around...
but once i Open my eyes,
oh shit where did my mum go?
I finally got the answer,
she had gone to see casino...
I've been thinking,
why would mum turn gay for him?
I mean he's just a piece of reatarded shit
that people would fall for it
he uses peoples money, to spent on some fansy things
M-O-T-H-E-R, G-A-Y
my mother is so damn gay
I thought you always been straight...

I HAVEN'T FINISH MY RAPING SONG YET, BUT ONCE I GOT SOMETHING IN MIND FOR THIS SONG...I'LL FINISH IT

♥ILY♥

Don't Get What Kind Of Feeling That is...

A day after I watch a scary movie or sad movies...

I start having tears going down my eyes...

why do this happen to me??

is it because I still miss that jerk??

is it because I still wanna be he's girlfriend??

is it because he should really had told me why he dumped me??

any of these reasons could be right but is it?

I just want my life to go backwards...

And wish I never meet him...T.T

I feel like I have been...I don't know how to explain it...it feel like he has tiken my heart away...

I try to liking some other guys...to help me forget him

but it jst doesn't work thinking about a guy...then it somehow comes back out to be him...

I know he only dumped because he don't want me to be upset...

but doesnt he ever think that I might not be upset at all...

I have miss so much of what he use to do for me...

When I get in trouble, he'll always stand up for me

When I'm sick, he takes me to the sick bay and try making me feel better...

When I have bad days, he'll always try to make it better...

When I fail in testes, he always try he's best to help me get better scores...

When I have my feelings to speak out, he's always the first to hear about it...

When I get scared in a movie, he cheers me up...

I will always remember you MITCHELL!!!

The romance you have, the love you give me, the support you give me...

I will remember it for the rest of my life!!!