need to talk

I want to speak out and let them know
But I don't have the braveness
I want to tell them to fuck off
But I'm scared
I was born to be scared of others
I was born to be stupid
and now all I care about is trying to get rid of them
Their annoyingness had gave me so many shit
where can't I be in a nice place and be lonelly for the rest of my life?
I want to get out
far far away from where I am now.
I want to hid my face
and never show it again!!
SAD:'(