Dorsa Salehzadeh

My good old friend Dorsa

always here stood up for me when I'm in whatever sort of trouble

I miss you lots...

wishing you best in the future

I hope you have forgiven me

I've always been afraid to face you after hearing their words

I wished it wasn't true

I'm sorry

Your always my one true friend forever you'll be

BaoBei

Dear 我的宝贝陈培淦~~~
你要知道，我永远爱你这个小笨蛋
你要明白，无论我要走什么路，我都一定会想着你，爱着你
我不会放弃你的
就像你不会放弃我一样
每一天，我一起床
我就看到你傻傻的样子在我的脑海里
每一次，我一看到你
我就看到你的可爱的眼睛在盯着我
如果有一天，我不在了。。。
你会想我吗？
你还会爱我吗？
你还会记得我们的回忆吗？
因为，如果有一天，你不在了。。。
我肯定会
我会想你
我还会爱你
我还会记得我们的过去
但是，现在，我因该慢慢的忘记你
因为你快要毕业了，我不想因为我们的爱情让你失去你的美好的未来
我只想每天可以看到你的微笑，这已经足够了~~~
我永远都爱着你 陈培淦

Past 9 Months

During this 9 months I've been taught to be mature, scared of being hurt, hurted and happiness was brought into my life once again.

but this 9 days...

I've been hurt badly

I've cried like a devil

and I've been scared of losing you

I can really say I'm in a competition of getting you right now

Seeing messages between you and her makes me feel like the third one now

you and her chat like couples

when you and I chat like friends

if this is really what you like better I rather just let you two be

as long as your happy that way

I'd do anything you say

but what do I get for return??

PAIN

I don't have to guts to tell you this because I'm afraid you'd leave me

I don't wanna be left here alone with fear about not being to be able to see the smile of you anymore

When I see you smile, I find myself stuck in heaven

but now I can only see your smile around your friends and talking to her

You used to get sad when I'm sad but what happen to that?

Now the only time your sad is when I make you mad or seeing her sad

even though you might not love me like you used to anymore

I'd still love you until the day i die

I Love You Roy Tan

Please love me again

-哭了-

你为什么不停的让我感受到开心然后就痛苦？？

我觉得好辛苦

开心的时候， 我会看到你就哭

痛苦的时候， 我也会哭， 哭着， 哭着， 你都不管

为什么我们不可以做王子和公主呢

永远都开开心心的生活下去

我不想听到你为了我不开心

求求你了， 让我和你一起快乐的生活吧

hmmm....

❤❤❤❤❤

so how long has it been...

just few more days till 8 month anniversary with my boyfriend...

am i feeling proud or happy?

i don't feel much

maybe cuz he doesn't find it how wonderful this 8 months has been so i feel the same

he tells me stuff that makes me cry in a happy way not often

but i can see he truely loves me

but am i feeling the same way still?

i feel like my head will explode

sometimes he says all those sweet words to me when i dont say anything

normally im the one saying sweet words and phrases to him

now we swope over?

but thats a good thing to me

now i can feel some love...i mean much more love around him

i love you Roy Tan <3

your always my angel from above

❤❤❤❤❤

My life

Life is really unpredictable

I've always thought maybe, just maybe...there is no tomorrow

Well, that's just my stupid imagination

A friend of mine once told me...

You cant depend on life

It's not gonna be as you wanted

well surely he was right

I really thought me and my boyfriend was gonna break up like way before (around 4 months ago)

I guess I was wrong...REALLY wrong

I can't dream about tomorrow

but I can surely dream about yesterday

when you weren't made

when you were still talking to me like nothing happened

I love yesturday

I love the past

but im sure I'll love tomorrow even more

Let see-

so somehow, some friends of mine predicted we only last for 2 months

We (Roy Tan and I) have prove them wrong

I don't care what people say about us

Because we are who we are

we don't give a crap about what you think alright

all that matters is you know who you love~~

NIGHTTIEES <3

Days goes by

No matter how much we fight
we turned out much loved
No matter how much i tell you I love you
you turn around and start some fights
I don't really mind
since all the fight started because of my problems
at least its over now
the day goes by we love more and more everyday
today we hate
tomorrow we love
the next day we fight
and yesterday we weren't the same
because we became much loved.
and nothing will ever separate us

My one and only Love

《-----everytime i think of him i think of how adorable this lil boy is and now had grown up into my charming prince <3

《------this GUY right there, hes always here to brighten my day. i dont need nothing but him my one and only ROY TAN<3

Lost; Confused; Hurt

I've known him for month now
He said he liked me
He said he want me
but now I don't even know whats going on through hes mind.
He said I was too young
He said I was cute
What else can happen??
I wanted he's heart
I wanted he's love
Am I just not as good as "her"
I thought you said I was better then any other girls you know
Unless, you've find the right girl within a month time...
I would never give up on you
I would love you and care about you
Just like what I'm doing at the moment every single day!! <3
I LOVE YOU
daidai