Past 9 Months

During this 9 months I've been taught to be mature, scared of being hurt, hurted and happiness was brought into my life once again.

but this 9 days...

I've been hurt badly

I've cried like a devil

and I've been scared of losing you

I can really say I'm in a competition of getting you right now

Seeing messages between you and her makes me feel like the third one now

you and her chat like couples

when you and I chat like friends

if this is really what you like better I rather just let you two be

as long as your happy that way

I'd do anything you say

but what do I get for return??

PAIN

I don't have to guts to tell you this because I'm afraid you'd leave me

I don't wanna be left here alone with fear about not being to be able to see the smile of you anymore

When I see you smile, I find myself stuck in heaven

but now I can only see your smile around your friends and talking to her

You used to get sad when I'm sad but what happen to that?

Now the only time your sad is when I make you mad or seeing her sad

even though you might not love me like you used to anymore

I'd still love you until the day i die

I Love You Roy Tan

Please love me again